The results of the year and a little bit about my future.

It’s two in the morning and I just finished editing a new YouTube video. An idea popped into my head and boom two hours of recording, two hours of editing and three hours of coloring footage just dissapeared. I happily finished, went to take a smoke break and suddenly I was surprised and asked myself…

  • Why am I doing this?
  • What do I want to achieve with this video?
  • Why do I need to express my opinion on every noise.
  • Is this how I see my life, is this how I see my future?

I don’t know the right answers yet, maybe I’ll never know, but right now I don’t see myself as a youtuber in the future. I’m still holding out hope to leave something more meaningful than a bunch of videos on YouTube.

This has been a very busy year for me:

  1. I moved to another country, ahoj 🇨🇿
  2. Started working at Microsoft.
  3. Expanded my geography 🇨🇿🇹🇷🇧🇪🇸🇪🇩🇪🇵🇱 even stuck in hotel room with COVID for 2 weeks, but this is probably the totally different story
  4. A lot of what I think is good content came out with my participation
  5. Went to a Kendrick Lamar, MGK concerts and met my DOTA idols
  6. Finally got to meet my virtual friends Artyom and Timur in person
  7. Made new friends here in Prague
  8. Started to push hard into the gym, read more and blah blah
  9. Learned how to play Mia & Sebastian theme
  10. And a lot of other things.

So yeah, in retrospective on paper not so bad tho.

“I know very little about anything, but what I do know is that if you can live your life without an audience, you should do it." – Bo Burnham

But don’t worry, I’m already broken and can’t do it without an audience - so you can find me here. From time to time I will share something with you and feed my ego monster. But hopefully much less often than now.

Have a happy new year! Hugs to you, Vlad Ten